A few years later, I wrote back to Louise to ask some news. She was married, me too, she had a baby or two, don’t remember, and we discovered a common interest in astrology. I told her that since the moment I fell in astrology, I knew I’ll have something to do with astrology and English language. More than 20 years passed, I discovered Rudhyar and his books, bought and read some of them, and spent my life asking when THE moment will come, this supposed moment I have something to do with astrology and English language. It never comes until now, because I take things in hands and do it !
It seems so simple.

A few months ago I discovered the beyond sun signs web site and the audio archives by Rudhyar. It was a delicious moment to hear this old man talking about astrology with an awful and cute French accent. All the complicated sentences read in books became clear and simple because Rudhyar himself became true, alive, incarnated in a real human being body with a voice. Before that, my projections gave him the form of a pure spirit floating in the air, catching here and there thoughts for the future of humanity, and giving them a true existence through his books.

I suppose witting books was a way to catch a piece of eternity, even if this was not his conscious aim. He is now known by a majority of people as an old dead astrologer, seed-man perhaps but dead. Only his work lives, and still helps people to understand astrology as a way of personal and spiritual growth.

When I think about Rudhyar, it’s easy to see that the living man is less important than the things he left behind him. It’s easy because he’s dead. When we live, we often give more importance to our own life, we are afraid to loose it, and many of our actions are guided by fear. We want to keep something secure around us to be sure that our life will be protected from unexpected events we’re unable to control.
Isn’t it funny ?